Archive for December, 2007

Thoughts of Unknown

Tuesday, December 25th, 2007

Many things I have learned and yet I have to learned a whole more. Life is a never ending of learning new stuff or simply enhance the old ones.
Many reasons yet so little time to listen to the rotten ones. I may say that I have reflect and ponder upon a lot of thoughts and yet I still came up with just these few chosen words I am able to put in a sentence or paragraphs.
Many nights and days my mind work so hard but can not even put it together. Life as it is, is overwhelming and memories of the people whom I wanna reconnect, reached out and reminisce are so far from where I am. I missed them and one of these days I will be with them….. Soon

MOVING ON=)

Monday, December 24th, 2007

They told me not to listen, they told me not to care.
They told me just to close my eyes and ignore you standing there.

But i followed my heart and loved you anyways for everything you are.
You were everything to me, my best friend, my shining star.

Then you betrayed me and hurt me like I’d never been hurt before.
You told me that you loved me, but your heart belonged to another girl.

I thought my world was over that I’d never make it through.
How could I ever fall in love again if the only person I loved was you?

Time has passed, life goes on, my thoughts are now just memories of the past.
A first love that broke my heart, a relationship that wasn’t meant to last.

I may always love you, but I know I’ll never take you back.
Besides what is love if there is trust to lack?

You taught me so many things about relationships that every girl needs to know,
How to love, how to live, and most important when a guys needs to be let go.

So here it is, I’m moving on, what was is now what’s done.
It’s time to forget the past and just go have some fun!

YOU and YOU

Tuesday, December 18th, 2007

I have learned a lot from my past and past experiences. Through those rough times I learned to be strong to hang in there and never lost hope.
I stood up when the storm was rough and tough on me ….. on us. I never forget those times where in you just want to give in but still fought back.
Those where the times that kept me alive and kept to where I am now.
I learned to dream even if that dream would be impossible enough to accomplish, it’s free anyways.
I learned to do and make things that I never dreamt of doing just to survive and make it through the storm.
I learned the hard way and that when things get dry and low you will see and know who you can trust and rely on.
For those wonderful souls who had helped they know who they are. I am so thankful for them who stood with me all those times.
I will never forget your generousity, kindness, understanding and patience.
A million thanks to you!!!!

Undo..

Tuesday, December 4th, 2007

Sa buhay ng isang tao,inde maiiwasan ang magsisi sa kanyang naging maling desisyon at hakbang..sa mga sandaling inde napag isipan ng ayos ang mga bagay na dapat ay ginawa..in other words.."regrets".. Katulad ko,halos hindi ko na mabilang ang mga bagay na sabihin na nating "sanay hindi ko na lng gnwa"..ung mga bagay na sana inde na lng nagyari..pero nakalipas na un,wala na akong mggwa kundi itama na lng ang mga pagkakamali ko at bigyan ng direksyon ang mga bagay na mas TAMA!.. Nung una kitang makilala,inde ko pinagsisisihan yun..pero ang mga bagay na gnwa ko sa loob ng mahigit na isang taon,masakit man tanggapin,pinagsisisihan ko…parang isang sakit na hinayaan kong lumala..alam nating mali? bakit di ko napigilan ang sarili ko? bakit ko hinayaan na dumating sa punto na nawala ako sa katinuan dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sau?..

Di lingid sa ating kaalaman na tutol sa atin ang mga kaibigan ko na nagmamalasakit sa akin,kaya gumwa sila ng mga bagay na ikakapag hiwalay natin na lubos mong ikinasuklam sa kanila..isinumpa mo sila ganun din ang kanilang mga pangalan..kinausap nila ako nung mga oras na yun alam mo ba? sinabi nila sa akin na kilabutan ako sa gngwa ko.,inde ko daw alam kung anu ang mga posibilidad na magyari sa pinasok kong ito.,kung gusto ko daw naman mamatay ng maaga cge ipagpatuloy ko daw..sa tuwing may maririnig ka sa kanila,inaaway mo agad sila at gumagawa ka ng skandalo sa klase..tanda mo ba yun? bandang september yun nung 2006.,haaay..napilitan akong magpalit ng anyo..bilang isang kaibigan,naging kaaway na din nila ako…na sa tuwing naaasar ka sa kanila eh ako ang taga salo mo..ako pinaaaway mo sa kanila..dahil ayaw kitang nasasaktan..kahit yung pinakamalapit kong kaibigan,isinumpa ko! nasaktan ako sa gnwa ko…

How much a person can change..?

Tuesday, December 4th, 2007

There’s no permanent in this world,living and non living things only exists for a temporary period of time.,nothing lasts forever.,no one can stop things from CHANGING..thanks to that idea of the philosoper Heraclitus..

Ganyan tlaga,.lalo na ang tao..kahit sabihin mong di ka na magbabago.,di ka na magkakamali.,di ka na makakasakit.,weh magagawa mo pa rin yung mga bagay na yun dahil tao ka!..anu ba kailangan ng tao para sabihin na nagbago na tlga xa?..a great sense of descipline! kahit ilan pang beses ulit ulitin ang mga kataga na "dont worry nagbago na ako" there’s always a fact na inde un panghabangbuhay.,dahil sa isang iglap..pwede mong sabihin na "i lied! hahahaha!—Miriam Defensor-Santiago"

Wat’s the matter ba? anu pa bang gus2 nya makita sken para aman makita nya kahit konti na im doing this for him.,ang hinihiling ko lng aman sa kanya weh ung compassion at courtesy! kaso para bang ang hirap..di ko alam kung bakit.,cguro dahil na aman sa katayuan nya ngaun..bakit nga ba ako nag eexpect? basta sabi nya kahit daw anu gawin ko inde ko xa kayang pasunurin..hmmm grabe.,               better to call her "my puppet master" rather than "my baby" hehe.,lam ko aman mababasa mo din to! wag mapipikon huh? lam mo aman kung ganu kita kamahal at ayaw kong may nagyayari gan2 sa atin.,cnu ba aman may gus2 na pati "******" weh pag aawayan pa at magkakasigawan?! wat i mean is napaka liit na bagay po para sabihin mong "kalimutan mo na ako"….at dun sa sinabi mong "malaya ka" nyahaha! sorry to say.,but that was the sickest thing i heard!

Sori.,Kung nagawa ko man po na maghanap ng iba weh inde dahil sa inde na kita mahal.,kundi gus2 ko bumalik ka sa akin..ahmm weh ikaw? bakit ka naghanap ng iba? xe sawa ka na sken..?? hmmm..tapos neun mas dinadamdam mo pa ung gnwa ko..kuh! i hate to say this but.,mahal na mahal kita at kaya ko lunukin ang mga bagay na dapat sinuka ko!! despite the fact na "napakadaming tahol ng aso ang umalingaw-ngaw sa kalaliman ng gabi" weh sv mo inde aman tunay.,so why believe?

Basta.,nagbago ka na sabi mo.,pero..NAGBABAGO ka na ulet! xempre..its permanent! :-) ahmm.,but im always gonna throw u a big smile! xempre mahal na mahal kita eh! ayaw ko aman na sabihin mo na sa gan2ng mga bagay eh di ko na magawan ng paraan! sv nga ni sir at ng iba pa.,my life is now on the edge.,ahmm ung napatay sa san antonio same case as mine! hehe kaya i better watch out.,and better not cry.,i better not doubt.,they’re telling me why..because "HE" IS COMING TO TOWN!

pero maaga pa para icpn ko yang mga bagay na yan.,gus2 ko lng cguraduhin na bago bumalik sa dating ikot ang mundo mo.,cguraduhin ko muna na ung tali ng "puppet" mo weh naka kabit pa rin sa mga daliri mo.,gawin mo lng lahat ng gus2 mo gawin sa kanya..NASANAY NA WEH!